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I have something so beautiful in my life. Today marks 7 months of it. I haven’t yet changed my mind about you, which is weird. Its so unrealistic that im in a real, loving relationship, -minus the flaws/disagreements- what we have is unbelievably true. I love you edgardo. Through thick and thin. Your my boyfriend, my bestfriend, apple to my eye, my everything. This promise on my finger is unbreakable. We will show our generation that young love is not a myth, but yet the strongest love

The union rant

Haha they are arguing about weed being a stepping stone to harder drugs like coke and heroin and the man answered back, “well my choice of drug is alcohol. And it wasn’t because of milk that made me try alcohol.” .. and then they said well people can abuse weed.. and another guy answered “well you can abuse cheese burgers but they don’t and close burgerkings down” fucking awesome.

Its my boyfriend ans i’s five months today.

Shit is crazy how much I’ve grown onto him. Crazier that xbox introduced us. Although we have our disagreements and bumps, i wouldn’t want to spend the seasons with anyone else. Your what i wanna wake up to, fall asleep next to, love and fight with. <3 i love you eggplant. Baha

Point blank.

How i cant have a stable relationship because of my past. How i have grown up with manipulative liars. How im truly convinced that nobody is trustworthy or believable. Nothing i can do to fix it but tell the person i love about my horrid past and why im such a angry, hateful person. Parents make you who you are, who you forever will be. I can not process or replace the part in my brain that your speaking anything but a lie. It forces me to hurt the only thing that makes me smile, that i love. I sit here and think about how i can do better or fix how i am.. but its impossible. I have so many flaws,scratchs that can’t be patched leaving me forever broken

.. wow that was sappy. Dont mind me.

today my teacher and i had a discussion about aliens, and area 51.

This man is intelligent, don’t get me wrong but he is very closed minded. It seems like he gets his “facts” from the news, or some lie the government is spreading out to the public. It really made me mad how he made me look stupid because i believe that their is something out there. He was telling me that it was physically impossible to travel here because every star and planet is too far away, RIGHT but their technology is way more advanced to us, exactly why they are the superior race. People laugh about aliens giving our ancestors knowledge, for the technology we have now. BECAUSE the government tells you something, or who ever tells you what… is bullshit. put the pieces together .. makes sense. he tried to tell me area 51 is said that it is known for alien contact because some NASA  thing fell from the sky, and this was back in the 70’s when it was new to people, but he came out in a silver suit, and when he fell he had brain swelling witch made his brain larger and something happen to his eyes where they turned black… WHAT? then when i assked him how he obtained this knowledge, he told me he saw a picture.. SPECIAL EFFECTS MAKEUP IS NOT HARD TO DO. make up a fucking lie to cover up alien’s, take a picture … now it’s a fact?


yet, i get laughed at because i came to conclusion that makes more sense then some “god” putting us here. Yah, well bring up god, i’ll get a kck outta that. 
OHOH and he was telling me how babys when their in the womb don’t have gills, following up to evolution and charles darwin to be a buncha bullshit. he said some guy made that up, and drew pictures so the abortion case could get passed, that since youre not a human being when youre first in the womb, it shouldn’t be illegal.

.. what i wanna know is.. i’ve been doing research.. nowhere can i find any of this information.  

what the fuck i knew i wasn’t crazy.

1. go to google maps.
2.  47.110579,9.227568 (copy&paste) press search
3. click on the green arrow, go to street view.
4. go two up, and two to the left.


.. fucking nuts. 

WHATS WRONG WITH BEING A VIRGIN?

i dont understand how, or why you’d make fun of someone about that. in my opinion, it’s beautiful. oh fuck i forgot what century we were in, if you don’t get dick at 14. and pregnant at 16, you’re uncool as fuck. 

PLAYd8TS w/ momma’s and kids.
_______________________________________ i complain alot.  

(is_anyone_up)

ALMOST all the pp’s and cookies on there look abnormal. welp bitch’s, you on the internet forever, cause you’re boyfriend/girlfriend loves you, OR you just wanted attention cause you have great boobs. 

idk, i don’t get it. if you self submit yourself to a website like that, thats not “expressing yourself” or being free, whatever you wanna call it. you just want boys to add you on facebook.

jast sayan. stick to posting your noodz on tumblr.
little more classy, LITTLE. 

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this really, genius.

When you talk about God and all the miracles in the Bible nobody questions it. Millions of people, including top government officials and known scientists are taking the bible as the absolute Truth, even if there is absolutely no proof to present their thesis. One can even say the whole western civilization is based on values from the Bible.

If one starts talking about aliens, UFO, abductions and points  to the Bible as the first written contact with alien civilization (called GOD), most people would think  he/she must me totally crazy. There are thousands of UFO encounters in the world today, there are written testimonies. Thousands of people claim to be abducted by aliens, still most of the society today think those people are just crazy.

The interpretation of the Bible as the written contact with the alien civilization would make most of the people think it is a total absurd. Even if it explains logically all the supernatural forces in the bible as just an advanced technology. Why people who claim to be the smartest people on Earth tend to believe in unexplained (Christian religion) and would defend those believes without having any proof whatsoever, but turn their back against the logical explanation of Bible facts ?

The reason is simple, the Christian religion and Catholic Church changed our way of thinking by hundreds of years of brainwashing. We can not think independently anymore. I do not have to remain you that if I would write those words few hundreds years ago I would be burn publicly by the Church and nobody would be allowed to mention my name again. This is why we think through the image in our mind and can not accept the inquiry.

There is a striking similarity between the Bible language and a possible alien encounter. Thousands years ago human did  not know about spaceships, computers and aliens.  The did not even know there are other planets in our solar system or that our planet is a sphere. Those primitive barbarians would certainly have no way to describe a possible alien encounter other way than that they see some kind of God. Their language did not have all those modern terms. Hover we should be aware of the fact that in the English King James translation of the Bible heaven means really “sky”. So if we read “The God came from the heaven” we should translate “The God’s civilization came from the sky”.

I suspect that our governments including Vatican, they are aware of those alien entities. There would be few reasons why they would not want to reveal this to the public opinion:

1) It would destroy the system beliefs of many religions. The whole base of our civilization would collapse. Who can predict the effects of such a revelation?

2) It would create chaos in the world, people would do riots and behave antisocially.

3) Each particular government wants to obtain alien technology from aliens in secrecy in order to dominate militarily other nations.

Obviously to keep the secrecy the government would try to discredit anybody who presents the evidence of those alien beings or even a theory.

Bible code

Recently the book has been published “The Bible code 2 - the Final Countdown”. In this book the author Michael Drosin investigates code in the bible, discovered by a brilliant mathematician Dr. Eliyahu Rips., one of the world’s leading experts in group theory, which underlines quantum physics. Based on Dr. Rips research it appears there is a hidden code in the bible. He even published an article in a major science journal, which has been met with a criticism, however no fault in his logic has been found. The code reveals all the Past, Present and the Future of all human kind. All major events has been coded, including World War I, II and III; Oklahoma City Bombing, World Trade Center Bombing; Watergate; Sept. 11 attack and more. Who put it there and for what purpose ? I believe the aliens did, the God civilization.

It points out how advanced this civilization is that they are able to see though time. It appears that the bible code was some kind of time lock, similar to the one in the movie Space Odyssey 2001 by Arthur Clark. It was only possible to to open it when the human kind reaches the computer age. In his book “Are We Alone ?” the Australian physicist Paul Davies imagines an artifact left by aliens - “programmed to manifest itself only when civilization on Earth crossed a certain threshold of advancement. Such a device - in effect, an extraterrestrial time capsule - could store vast amounts of important information for us.” Is the bible code such a device ? the code appears to us like a very sophisticated multi dimensional computer program written on the stone blocks ! What kind of race is capable of inventing such a thing ? Are their our creator ? According to the bible, yes.

The astronomer Carl Sagan stated that if there is other intelligent life in the universe, some of it would develop much earlier then we did. I would have thousands of years more to develop the advanced technology we just beginning to explore. Sagan wrote: “What is for us technologically difficult or impossible, what might seem to us like a magic, might for them be trivially easy”. Is he referring to the God civilization described in the bible ?

Most of us is familiar with work of dr. Erich von Däniken, a remarkable scientist researching the past involvement of alien civilizations with the development of our civilization. 

 It is worth mentioning that Isaak Newten, the founder of modern physics, spent most of his live searching for the hidden code in the bible. Obviously there were no computers at the time he lived in, so his search was doomed to be unsuccessful.

DNA

In his book Drosin suggests that according to the newest research the bible code is very similar to the DNA code. Is it possible that DNA come from cosmos and our planet has been seeded by life ? Did God civilization do it ? In 1973 Francis Crick, famous molecular biologist who  discovered structure of DNA, releases a theory called “Directed Panspermia”. In this theory Crick stated that our DNA was intentionally sent to Earth in a “spaceship” and that “all life on Earth represents a clone derided from A single extraterrestrial organism”. His thesis are based on the pure scientific research. It states:

“The spaceship would carry large samples of a number of microorganisms, each having different but simple nutritional requirements, for example, blue-green algae, which could grow on CO2 and water in “sunlight”. A payload of 1,000 kg might be made up of 10 samples each containing 1016 microorganisms, or 100 samples of 1015 microorganisms. “

and

“…Several orthodox explanations of the universality of the code can be suggested, but none is generally accepted to be completely convincing. It is a little surprising that organisms with somewhat different codes do not coexist. The universality of the code follows naturally from an “infective” theory of the origin of life. Life on Earth would represent a clone derived from a single set of organisms… “.

As evidence, Crick suggested two things:

1) “The genetic code is identical in all living things”

2) “The earliest organisms appear suddenly, without any sign of more simple precursors here on Earth.”

Actually it states very clearly in the plain text of the bible, in Genesis, where civilization of God tells (telepathically ?) Abraham:

“I will bless thee greatly, and I will greatly multiply thy seed as the stars of Heaven, and the sand that is upon the seashore; and in thy seed shall all the nations of the world be blessed”

Apparently “seed” refers to DNA code. Drosnin found that the above text contains hidden code: “DNA was brought in a vehicle”“Your seed” and “In a vehicle your seed” are all encoded there.

Ather keywords are encoded together: ”DNA spiral”, “From a code” and “in Adam the model, template”. That is not all, “Genetic code”, “His gene you will inherit” and “To Advance man” are all encoded there as well.   

In the Bible it says that the God civilization created a man in his image. Are we the descendents of some ancient alien race ?

What about Jesus Christ ? Was he a hybrid between alien and a human ? Since his mother Maria was a virgin, the only logical explanation can be that she was abducted by  aliens, The holy spirit came to her as light, and she was taken aboard an alien vessel. She has been injected with an alien sperm in order to create a great human being - Jesus Christ, half man, half alien. That would also explain his extraordinary spiritual development and his supernatural powers. We all may have those, it just needs to be unlocked. What if the aliens (God) purposely blocked it, so we can not harm each other.

Today many alien abductees claim that they were taken aboard the vehicle by the light and some sort of medical experiments were performed on them. It is a striking similarity here. Many of those people claim that some sort of breeding has been done in order to create a human-alien hybrid. Is this a new experiment done in order to create a new coming “Messiah” ?

One may ask, if those aliens are still here, why they do not reveal themselves. It states in the Bible that God civilization gave human a free will. They do not want to dictate their will upon us. Maybe they just want us to develop our self on our own, so we can choose our own path ? That would make a lot of sense, this way we would be able to develop technologies the God civilization would benefit from. Maybe this old civilization needs somebody like us, with a “fresh” look. Maybe their advancement is some kind of obstacle not allowing them to see things the way we do. Maybe they need our “stupidity” for some reason.

if you look back, during this, before this, is when i smiled the most.


i lost all happiness, not him. but he just took it. up and left. i can’t explain it well, it just makes sense in my head, next to all the other jumbled thoughts, saddness. 
man, one day i’ll have the guts to replace you. to take back my happiness. i havent thought about you in awhile. i’m done having these little boyfriends here and there, just to try and fill the hole. »»> i really fell for someone i don’t even know, who just leads me on, then pushs me right back down. isn’t that always how it goes? i care, have indescribable feelings, but yet. you need someone else… i’m done with these mind games. i guess this lvy shit isn’t for me. maybe. «« anyway, i look back on this, he was the only real thing i had, the only thing i ever loved.

and really its been 5months now. i hate your guts, everything that you did to me physically and emotionally, you’ll get back to you. but you’re my first true love. it stinks that i’ll never forget you.

WHY

do people, tell other people that they’ve “been with or slept” with someone they haven’t? does it make that individual look cool, or what? If i’m such a huge slut, why would you make up doing shit with me? doesn’t that make you look dirty too? 

i just dont understand. you’re not only making me look dirty, but you’re also making yourself look dumb in the end, when i say it too you, that i haven’t been with you. 
and lemme tell you, this pewnani is a prize, a valuable one, doubt the people that go around saying dumb shit like this, would even be near it. lol, my name seems so dirty, but you don’t even know the 1/2 of it. 

……… anyway. 

If i ever, whenever i have a kid.

she/he is going to be the out of loop. i’m not letting my kid grow up to be a shameless scumbag/slut. Their gunna carry themselves with respect, and spit on the ones who don’t. I can not wait to make a change in the generation, my kid will be well recognized and hopefully help out the rest in the making. 


noway am i going to look as trashy as some of these mother, nor will my kid. kinda pissed, not even going to lie. i wanna take kids like her home, and help them. wipe off some of their makeup, and teach them what the definition of cool/classy is. 

IS IT WEIRD /

that i didn’t have my real first kiss till’ highschool, or is that still normal? 
because uh, now kids in middle school finger themselves, and do drugs.

i remember when this boy fingered his girlfriend that he had throughout middle school, in the 8th grade and everyone thought she was the biggest tramp. what happened to being raised like that? i don’t blame it on the under-aged mothers, i blame it on the stupidity we have been raised with. or i should say some of us, sorry.